Sch here and sch there.... back to student life

Coming to a month back here and also i am currently also studying for a Master's in Divinity in a theological school here...

Church History is the 1st session sound so exciting hor... hahahhaa

To be frank, the topic is exciting but not the person who is teaching... I enjoy history generally as it helps me understand why things turn out the way now is all due to the past histories.

So now my life is morning language tuition & then if i can squeeze time, i will head down to sophia home and then rush down to the theological sch (KIT). Why rush? Time always flies off so quickly when i am with my girls....

The first wk i was not able to spend time with them as i was busy with a guest, showing her routes to go about and not she is independent already hahahaha.... our girls had also finished their exams and now is play time i guess.... we been playing our own style of cricket and i will be organizing a football match this coming wkend... oh and then is my exam this Mon on history.... i completed my assignment(40%), 12page writing on Theological controversies of the early church, and this mon is mid exam which stands 20% and final exams on the 7th will be 40%... sound so stress huh hahahaha...

i think next topic on the 14th Apr is Gospel of John... yea... i really enjoy that very much when i was studying in Rhema...

Oh this KIT is a part time course so is 2 hrs at least daily from 4-6pm and i will only graduate with a M.Div after 3 years hahahah.... and guess what?! i will not be graduating in 3 yrs time as i will be heading back Spore for my wedding... i will just earn the credits and if is the Lord's will for me to continue, i get to continue with these credits...

Oh i have another exciting news for those who know Sophia home girls.... we have an email account for them and i will be teaching them to email. So you guys can always wrte to them erm not just guys okie i meant gals n guys hahahahah

sophiahome@wlink.com.np

Photos of Loong n Me

Nothing beats love from your very own family...

Its midnight here, i just finished watching a show "Into the Wild". Talks about a teenager who did very well in his education later ran away after giving all his money away and was never to be found again till his death which is 3yrs later i think. The reason why he ran away from home simply because he didnt have a happy home and felt life there's more to fame, money...etc.

At the last phase of his life, he felt total loneliness and he tried to get out of the wild and head home but he was trapped in the wild. And just before his death, he wrote these words in the book, "happiness is to be shared".

I simply cried not becos is a sad movie but it made me think about my family back home...

1 of my girls from the home left us last Dec simply because her uncle is willing to take care of her. She is an orphan. Both her parents died of AIDS and was living with aged grandma. We took her in simple because she is an orphan. She expresses that didn't want to come back to us because she didn't want to leave all alone. She isn't alone... she is with other 26 girls. But deep inside her is still a longing to be her family though her parents may have gone. We are happy to give her up as nothing beats the Love & Care showered from her family.

I love my family back home very dearly and i miss them dearly too... and i knew the Lord had also given me love from a family in church when i was going through devastating period of my life when i came to know the Lord. No matter how much love they have showered in my life, i will not forget but it still can't beat love from my very own parents...

I write this as a tribute to my parents that no matter what had happen, i still love and respect them. I cried because i can't be with them now. I am crying because i didn't grow up with having both of them in my life. I am crying because now i am not even seeing them growing old.

Is this what Christ was saying, "Come, follow me."?

I will have to say though is a struggling process but nothing beats being in the right place where He calls me to be. I know and i just know and know and know...

If i am not out here, i will not be even blogging this...

Back to where I am called...

Been a long time since i blog... 2months plus already has flew pass with a short glimsp of Singapore and now back here. A short summary of my stay back in SIngapore
- fruitful, get to go for cells, church services, meeting up with friends and relatives.
- refreshing, get to sit in my ex-bible sch.. fed on the word of God and also refreshed in spirit

This week is Holy Week!
I started this week with the book Romans. As i was reading from chpter 1-6, I knew the Lord was speaking to me on chpters 5 & 6.

Chpter5 - talks about through 1 man's disobedience, sin came into the world. And through 1 man's death, there is now a doorway to be saved eternally and be reconciled back with the Father.

chpter6- baptism: the dying of the life and the resurraction of a new life. This is not something new to me but it is a reminder of this good fri and Easter SUn. The word walking in the newness of life hits me.

This Passion wk is not just a rememberence of what Christ did but is also a reminder of how i shld be living this life out especially being baptised, now an ambassador of His great harvest.

This is my prayer for 2008: " Search Me O Lord, Help Me of Lord! Teach Me to walk in Your ways. Mold me into the likeness of CHrist as i desire to walk in the newness of Life that You have given to me through your Son, J.C!" Amen