He is so creative & indeed only He is the creator...
how i wish i hv my SLR camera with me... as i was walking down the road to school, right at my eye level, i was shocked to see this picture & at the moment i thought is just something unreal.... cos it has been such a long time i ever seen this beautiful scene.
SNOW CAP MOUNTAIN RANGE!!!!!
It is like a postcard and i am jealous of the ppl here where they get to live in this country with such beautiful scene. I just kept looking at the beautiful scene that is just right in front of me... how i wish i can just sit down with a cup of nice coffee with sofe music at the background... just as all these thoughts were running through my mind, vehicals on the roads just kept horning & then thick layers of dust just floats infront of me... quickly, i held my breathe with hands covering my mouth and nose, i pick up speed to school.
Yesterday i was a little angry with a team mate over a coming project... i actually knew right from the start that all the factors and differences will occur and i did try to avoid & lift it up to G.... but i still fail. I remember when i had to work with someone back in Spore with the same character and twice i worked with him and we clash bcos of different working style but we complement each other bcos of our different strengths.
This time is a hmm a little different... culture and language too. And i don't really know this teammate of mine so i have been really careful but not till yesterday bcos the dates are drawing so near, nothing is done and instead of asking or finding out more, everything is at still... someone like me is a super task orientated person and especially when dates draw closer, my "D" - Domineering comes out really strong. I felt real bad and i spend the whole night & morning pondering and prying too as i had to meet him again the next day (today) to tighten things up.
Thank U Father for His intervene cause i could feel His presence in the mist of the whole meeting and getting the things shared and to start.
hmm i wonder i waould even call this expectation? or is just no sense of urgency? or patience ?
I guess is my expectations & also i personally has slowed down so much that even when things are not done, dates drawing closer, i just loss my control & ugly old-self just comes up... am i too fast for this person or am i just lossing my patience with him? G. teach me ur ways and help me... continue to guide me esp this time of working on this project. This is my earnest pryer to U!
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