Today is the day of Light Festival here also known as Tihar (Deepavali). Lights are hanged all round the houses and special rituals are also being performed. They will have special drawings at the gate/doorways of their houses or business shops to welcome the god of fortune to come in.
It kind of sadden my heart for we are called to be Lights of this world... i asked myself, how much light have i shone off to people of this nation. I had to ask the Lord for forgiveness for i have not done much to pre-believers...
Besides all these, i enjoyed most about today is i went to get my chinese tea ceremony gown sewn. I am looking forward to see my gown all sewn on the 27th Nov for the trial first then once everything is confirmed, i get to bring it back to Spore then to Thailand in Jan for my wedding shoots.
Lately, the mood for my wedding is getting more & more into me heee hee *shy* ....
I am excited yet i know that this is another new phase to my life now, having someone special to be part of my life forever... i know there's going to be many adjustments in my personal life from then on... one hand is filled is excitment yet a little fearful too... guess most importantly is just have God to be in the center of this relationship & marriage too... both of us need to seek the Lord first even placing Him 1st in each of our lives rather than each other...
After staying at Sophia's home for 3 weeks, i just moved back into my little house & felt lonely with no girls to spend my time with... its been like 1 wk since i moved back, i didnt have the time to visit my girls... really miss them so much.. their smiles.. the fun times being together, the quiet times just sitting beside them and their hands holding mine... times when i had to discipline time... just cleaning the house together with them... oh man how much i miss them even just 1wk that i didnt see them...
Today, the weather has dropped tremendously... it was a cool day until it started to rain in the afternoon... then even up to midnight, its freezing cold... i guess i will declare officially that WINTER IS HERE!!!!
Time for layers of clothes to be worn... oh man tomorrow is service & i am leading in the women fellowship after service... still preparing what to teach & after that is the band practice for the coming concert on 8th Dec - Winter Praise Festival
got to go now prepare for tomorrow...
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