Monday, November 12, 2007

Hit by another homesick wave...


I do not know why...
Just yesterday evening as i sat infront of my laptop to start checking my mails and chat with friends, there was like a wave of loneliness hit me. I look to my right, where my family photos are, tears start to fill my eyes & i just broke into tears. As i was msning lyn, i kept crying... it felt like i compressed the feeling for a period of time but i guess is just normal to miss home but not a daily affair...

I start to ask Father why is it so tough to be doing His work. Why isn't His plans being made plain and straight forward?! Then i answer all my questions with just, look at JC... It wasn't easy for him either but JC completed his purpose...

Nothing beats doing & being at the right place where Father wants me to. That's the best & most fulfilling in life. If i am able to turn time back, i will still be choosing this path even though i know these feelings will still occur.

How do u feel where u are now ? any regrets? rethink again of Jeremiah29:11
"11For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord ,
"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. "

No comments: